I want to be treated like a princess BUT...

But...i know i'm not good enough..am i too choosy or something??? Come on don't lie...Every single one of us want to be treated special...but then are you good enough to be treated that way?? I guess i'm not...i always want this and that in life...but we will not obtain everything in life...yes i know that...but still i want the best for myself...is it so hard to ask for?? I don't know what to type anymore..i guess this is the only way i can express myself without telling the whole world how i feel..i guess by expressing this here will make me feel much better? idk...maybe if i look better n be a better person everyone will treat me nicely?? Am i asking too much if i want him to take note of every single little things that i tell him? Am i asking too much if i want him to become a gentlemen doing things for me and giving me super duper extra attention? Am i asking too much if i want him to become extra sensitive towards me? knowing what i like what i want what i don't? Idk what else to do now..who am i suppose to talk to?..i want to share every single thing with him but i guess i'm not ready yet...what am i saying?Even words don't come out right from me.. I wanted to spend more time with you...but i guess i should just go...